been quite busy tis two wks..no time to blog cos by e time knock off frm work already half dead..hahhaas..

This july is such a busy, tight(time) n many other mix feelings all in one...24hrs a day is reali no enough! gotta keep learning at work, stress myself so tat hopefully i can improved more on product knowledge..vy sad wen ever i hear ppl says, "u work so long u still dunno ar"...tt jus hurt..but i reali do improved alot frm last time a total computer idiot to nw at least i noe some things, to some ppl they'll tink its nth but to mi i reali put in effort all tis while to make things work..

now at work abit short-handed, so schedule sometimes gotta work 4days straight! Again, ppl might tink its ok ma 4days onli....but its 11-13hrs a day lo...gotta chiong sales, ans those fucking calls, n attend those irritating customers! retail industry is nv easy...then nw even WORST.....e freakin iphone 3Gs coming tis fri...! i REALLI REALLI REALLI HATE TO DO IPHONE CONTRACT...!!!!!!!! now samuel is gone n no one can help mi out with it...i reali dunno wat kinda of thing will happen lo as i'm not vy familiar yet..

den wen come to my day off, im too tired to do anythin but slp, by e time i wake up abt 1plus(sometimes), den time will passed damn fast den here comes night time liao..n tt goes my off day...den if got wkend off, mum will wan mi to go over aunt's place for dinner as i haven been thr for abt a mth since thai trip, but i wanna spent my tis mth free time wit precious but mum cant understand den end up we quarrel....VY TIRED.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant manage my time well for family, frens n bf.....i dun even hav free time for myself...hope i get sick, e.g fever or watsoever den i can stay hm slp all day...tts e best time to rest....hahas..

during off days reali vy tired le, but i still spent time wit precious go play badminton, shop for his things for his trip n all tat..actuali i reali tired n jus wanna stay hm but i hope to spent more time wit him b4 he goes away for 6mths..

jus hope tat i'll grow stronger wen he's not ard...n hopefully 6mths will quickly pass..lonely x'mas tis yr.. =( lonely 4yrs anniversary =( and lonely off days =(