Recently been so busy with work n didn hav much time for dear frens ard mi..kinda of miss them alot.. e.g: yuling/eileen/estee/ben....
yl left istudio n now at epi, to me there's no diff as i tink there's nth wrong to go to our competitors, overall work has to b hapi tat's all..but nw den realised tat i nv meet yl for more than a month le...cos we nv meet e same off days..which is kinda of sad lo..all e while epi n istudio r competitors, hopefully our friendship wll not b affected cos of work purposes. =)
Been consistantly reading estee's blog, evtime wenever i read her blog i'll feel vy sad for wat she's doing to herself. i felt that she's diff frm before, a changed person nw. i hate seeing her doing those nonsense to herself, wen i noe evthing thing tat happened to her i just cant accept all that fact that she has been thru. Thus, i'm wondering y after so much had happened n she still cant learn to love n protect herself more, which i tink she should hav learn her lesson. seeing her gg club n drink till drunk jus to make herself feels a little relief jus makes mi felt so pain inside. a fren for ten over yrs, i dunno wat to say or do in order to help her lo, sometimes i jus feel like slapping her! reali...to let her wake up her idea..
jus wanna tell her tat, for wat u'r gg thru is jus part of ur life, its not end of e world..IT JUS TAK TIME TO HEAL....stop all e clubbin n drinkin all tat doesn help u in any way..n pls learn to love n protect urself more, no point making urself so miserable wen u noe u cant change any fact. DUn jus say, Action speaks louder den words!
Benben is leaving to Australia again in Aug...gosh..there goes my another kaki..suddenly felt tat my frens r like getting lesser..dunno y...sigh*
hope estee dun tak benben for granted, be it u like him or not at least he nv abandon u wenever u need someone to b there..yes, u'r takin him for granted for sure. he's jus a simple n sincere fren tats all.
benben.will mis u wen u'r away! for sure.. =(