Been so so so tired tis two days..cos waited for baby's call whole night, nearly woke up every hour jus to c if he got text or call anot..den cry alot, cos i miss him badly, till my eyes so puffy..

today call n sms wit baby afew times, tis morning i was so down until wen i received his sms den i became more lively like b4 again..a simple text jus brighten up my entire day..he jus simply bring mi joy n shine..

Kept looking forward to my break time cos can check if there's any email fr him or is he got leave a note in my blog's cbox..or mayb fb oso..is tis tat makes mi push myself to move on n not dwell in sadness..n finally knock off fr work le, gave baby a call (though is ex, but i dun bother), he jus woke up fr his slp, cos its morning over there, hear his voice make mi feels so joyful..it jus makes mi smile.. =)
i rushed back hm cos he need to leave his Inn at a certain time, so i gotta rush back to msn chat wit him..is vy tiring after a long day but is definately worth to do so..

finally hm, on e com n tried web chat wit him but e Inn reception totally sucks, too lack till we onli chat thru typing..N guess wat? EVEN TYPING OSO SOMETIMES CANT C..cos e reception too lousy..felt a bit sian cos i rushed back to web chat but end up like tt..but while waitin for his reply on msn, i went to read my email..n saw baby send mi e mail..so touching..n so true..wat he wrote in e mail is e same as mi..like e feelin of every moment wen we part..i tell u is reali terrible especially for mi that sees him evday...after reading e mail, i feels reali haapy n i noe he is safe now.. =) guess mayb will lose abit weight ba, cos eat vy little tis two days..no appetite at all..had bread n biscuit during my both breaks today, jus no appetite, partly too tired oso..abit headache..guess bcos not enough slp since he left..

okk..ending here for today..HOPE time jus files..i need u to b back asap..i miss uUUu Baby..!