its the second day of apple training today..and while listening to one of the instructor introducing about the new snow leopard, suddenly some things just went thru my mind at that very moment..lately our trainer was training us on doing demo just like a demo artiste..i didn managed to do it during our training, there's many reason why i couldnt make it, e.g, lack of confidence/product knowledge/not well prepared n etc..but today, when i see how the apple people introduce the product, it just like giving me an answer that i've been asking myself all this while why cant i do the same as the rest.. and the answer is passion.

In terms of how they present, how they speak, the tone especially, just simply tells how passionate they are for apple..and that is just something i do not have..when i was sitting in the class, i was asking myself this strange question of why am i sitting in this class? where by IT is really not my cup of tea...the feeling is just like i just awake from a dream..!

And at the same time i questioned ,myself on what do i really wan or like to do..? in my mind, it just appear everything that is abt nail..i don know if is a illusion, but it just feel so much like im dreaming but eventually im not..! Wondering if that is the answer from God which i've been praying for from Him..? =)