today is the 18th day that you're not by my side...sometimes felt that dunno to happy or sad..happy cos another day has past and its nearer to your return..sad cos at times work doesnt goes smoothly,get scolding by those unreasonable customer, cos no matter how bad i ended my day, once im home seeing your stupid face then i'll be alright le...but now when i come home i see no one to cheer me up..
since you left i've been making myself as tired each day so that when i reach home i can just shower and sleep without having the time to tink so much...last time i always look forward to my off day cos can hav dinner with you or once in a blue moon i cook..i miss those day so much! and sometimes dun even feel like going out..
be it im home or outside, in terms of foods, places, other couples gestures, things thats all around me just simply reminds me of you..i say i miss you not just by saying but its reali almost every secs and im free, you'll just kept flashing in my mind..such a torturing 6mths! and i've 5mths and 2wks to go..i hate it..