


today's my first off day without baby..reali bored w/o him..woke up at 10am jus to wait for his call,but he jus knock off n was outside getting some stuff so i waited till abt 2pm den he called..wen he called, i cried..firstly- cos i reali miss him alot,secondly- i hate to wait to his call or sms, i dunno y suddenly i dun hav e patience to wait..i dun mind waiting but e feeling is vy bad de..den i so kan chiong sometimes i jus call him instead n that make mi feel that im vy annoying..i dunno y but i jus feel vy xin ku..evone will tell mi 6mths vy fast but to mi is reali vy slow to wait for ev secs to pass..
hmm, went out wit eileen to causeway point to hav late lunch at abt 3pm..we went swensens,i had salad,n ice-cream(topless 5) shared wit leen..normally wen i eat ice-cream i'll b vy hapi but today eat le oso not hapi..mayb cos not in e mood ba..
Earlier on b4 we went for our lunch we went to buy two call-out cards,each at $9 to call baby in US..so leen n mi nv use b4, n e instructions on e back like vy "chim" lo..so we give it a try, leen tried a few times cannot, den i tried after awhile it get thru le, i was so hapi to hear e ringing tone but baby didn ans cos i tink at that hour he already slp le ba...den i jus onli tried to call him but cant get thru,it was a engaged tone, dunno y like that..
bought a FM Radio today too, cos at night so quiet dun dare to slp..feeling so low nw.. =(