In-charge today called..saying that iphone is in our store already, ask mi go re-called how to do singtel contract..really dunno wat to say but jus felt so fuck up..everything just seems not right..n all just come together..! E.g: work..my eyes..bed bugs..n even sometimes wanna meet up my ger frens oso cant cos of work our time not right..very frustrating...! work,gotta learn new snow leopard,demo script for ilfe'09 n now iphone..teach mi how to study all at one time!! i almost cant breathe already..the onli time that i'll feel a little happier is wen im on the phone with my baby..

jus now saw my uniform, so much tissue bits around..really very frustrated till i tell my mum i nowadays realli very low..everything just not in the right place..while saying i start crying and non stop..wen i say out my sorrows she ask mi go look for another job since i work till so unhappy..i felt better after saying out but still, i gotta face it tomorrow wen i go back to work..my in-charge on msn say i mus learn to face stress, but in e vy first place they sent mi to e singtel course is a refresher course..wat does refresher means? is for someone already noe it but to refresh them again..

no matter wat i say or voice out oso no use cos they'll hav all ways to push the blame to mi..fine..just take it as im jus as stupid as they tink..anyway i dun bother hw they tink abt mi anymore..it doesnt matter to mi anymore..

Good things today: When for run..talk to baby on the phone..had dinner wit mum..

Bad things: iphone! i hate it!.....uniform with tissue bits! either bed bug or those stupid insects stops bitting mi..!!

baby..can u tell mi why after u leave so many unwanted things happening to mi? if u were here with mi u'll definately noe how to solve them all..i feel so lost without you..really.. =(