not updating for awhile le..was not very busy but jus recently at work having afew argument or instead is quarrel..mi n lao da & lao da n kai..was like a week or two already then i blog about it cos i was too sad to even talk about it..let lao da say me till i really dun worth a cent..i was taken for granted when i tried not to take mc for 3mths cos there's a fcuker almost every week will take mc..as we'r really short-handed i tried not to be on mc on my monthly painful period..but aferall, i wasnt being appreciated but yet got such unreasonable blamed..n on that day i nearly just throw letter but i hold back cos i needa give mummy money..den following day also argue with mum..it was just a whole week of SHIT....

i push away all other frens appointment just to meet up wit rabbit on my off day on tues cos we hav not meet up for awhile..but i was very disappointed that day..when i finally found the outfit for that day, she text me saying that she's meeting her fren at 5pm and at that time was about 1plus near 2 already..she say cos she promised her fren to hav lunch wit her..n say after 5 then we can continue go out..but i dunno her fren in the first place den ask mi join them for lunch..i wanted to eat cafe cartel's salad n ice-cream..we waited from 2plus-4plus and guess what? i dont get to eat what i craving for but sushi.. i jus wasted half of my day waiting for someone i dunno..n dun get to eat wat i wanted..i was kind of angry n vy disappointed that day anyway..i didn say much to her cos i dun wanna spoilt her day..

yesterday called her ask her wanna go K or not but she say working the following day, but this morning i saw those video clips n pics on fb, she went K with her epi colleagues..totally speechless..jus disappointment..i dun mind she tell mi she going with them but y... she's still young n jus wanna hav fun..forget it..my off day today..shall jus stay at home..kind of feel so insecure nowadays..

rabbit happily having fun with her new frens,leen went overseas jus came back n need rest..a group of my sec sch besties afew quite busy but come to think baby dun like mi to hang out with them..baby overseas.. guess what? : = sadly, i left with nobody but jus me alone.. i feeling vy sad & neglected..