yesterday when down to pink room international to enquire about those course fees and alot more other things..really feel like taking up the diploma course but its 4000 bucks..can pay by installment but still gotta at least pay 2000 on first day of lesson and 500 for the following four months..
told mummy about it but she dun seems to be very supportive, cos she say i "3 min",later learn till half way dun wanna learn liao..dun blame her la..cos alot of times im like that..
even sometimes i oso will doubt myself, on wat i really wanna do or like to do..i also afraid i'll be like wat she say..i afraid i cant do well..but say so much also no use cos i now dun have the money..baby ask me take his money..but i didn want to..that is he's hard earn money, i cannot just like that take cos i'll feel guilty..alot of things went thru my mind yesterday, very confusing..but one thing in common is, MONEY!
hate that kind of feeling..i think thru and if i start saving up from this month and every month 500 by Jan i can hav 2000..but if i use it den no money for rom le..
vy fan..not in a gd mood..period coming!! vy fan la..can let mi strike 4D 4000bucks will do..!! im not greedy, i jus wan it enough for my course.. =(